{"id":718,"date":"2022-11-22T20:15:36","date_gmt":"2022-11-22T11:15:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/malife.blog\/?p=718"},"modified":"2023-03-12T21:18:28","modified_gmt":"2023-03-12T12:18:28","slug":"nameless-nobody","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/malife.blog\/en\/nameless-nobody\/","title":{"rendered":"I guess I was nothing, Nameless"},"content":{"rendered":"
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I'm not the only one complaining about the frustration of watching videos on the author's channel, but there are some things that resonate with me, so I'm replying. I am 34 years old this year, and I went to study abroad with a doctoral program that is ranked in the world's top 5 in my field and worked hard. The Corona era occurred and I was quarantined at home while working as a teaching assistant and coursework. Feeling that it could be a story, I gave up and returned home. My parents even told me that my health comes first... I really want to do something I can enjoy, but my confidence disappears and in the end, I feel like I've failed\/defeated, so I can't breathe every day. It feels like walking in the desert. If I had taken good care of my health, I had the intellectual ability to even become a professor, but since I was bad, I feel guilty and think it was my fault. The moment I become a professor of ramen, the moment I can't wear the so-called popular title in a company, what kind of existence am I at that moment? Rather, I think that I have experienced the bad luck that will happen in the future. The artist Ma left a video of what he wanted to say to subscribers in their 30s, and I sympathized with the first point. If you separate yourself from your job\/title, what are you? Looking at the footprints and values I've lived up to now, I think I was nothing. Currently, I am very wandering, but when I get old, I hope that the moment will come when I say that it was fortunate that I had these thoughts when I was in my 30s. 9:31 is Csikszentmihalyi. - Subscriber Nameless<\/pre>\n\n\n\n

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Nameless. welcome. Welcome to the world of independence. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Because of my health, the socially promised path has been thwarted, but I hope you see it for a long time in your life. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Buddha jumped out of the royal family. Socrates drank poison. Thoreau went into the woods. Joseph Campbell to the countryside, and the Nearings to the world of self-sufficiency\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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You know all about great things. <\/mark>Walking the road that others like is the road to death that all adults and mentors say. Rather, my own path, at first I thought it was a path of thorns, but later on, a path that is highly regarded... Subscribers, like destiny, now have a chance to walk that road.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Before leaving the company, I also had a job where I was socially guaranteed. In the end, I gave up on that path due to internal conflicts and conflicts with the company. And I don't know how much it made me a 'living being'.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Remember the words that the subscriber sympathized with.
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Outside of work, who am I?<\/p>\nmah writer<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Why did you agree with that statement?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Perhaps another, and perhaps a 'bigger' meaning within the subscriber arouses thirst.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I applaud subscribers for being able to see themselves objectively with philosophical questions even in the face of setbacks. If it were me at 34 years old, I would have lost my mind and wasted my time instead of thinking about it. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

cheer up. For now, please focus on healing and recovery. (my latest video<\/a>It has been covered before.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

If you have any good news, please let me know. Thank you for being able to tell me a meaningful story. I am sure that many people will sympathize with the story of the subscribers and look back on themselves. Thanks again for sharing your story. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Perhaps by coincidence, a subscriber who recently received a Ph.D. and continued studying gave up everything (!) and returned to Korea. We also had the opportunity to meet in person. If you see this article, I hope that the senior subscriber will help you one line.<\/em><\/mark><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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