{"id":1992,"date":"2023-03-12T21:16:41","date_gmt":"2023-03-12T12:16:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/malife.blog\/?p=1992"},"modified":"2023-03-12T21:26:22","modified_gmt":"2023-03-12T12:26:22","slug":"%eb%92%b7-%ec%9d%b4%ec%95%bc%ea%b8%b0-%ec%a0%84-%ec%95%84%eb%ac%b4%ea%b2%83%eb%8f%84-%ec%95%84%eb%8b%88%ec%97%88%eb%8b%a4%eb%8a%94-%ec%83%9d%ea%b0%81%ec%9d%b4-%eb%93%9c%eb%84%a4%ec%9a%94","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/malife.blog\/en\/%eb%92%b7-%ec%9d%b4%ec%95%bc%ea%b8%b0-%ec%a0%84-%ec%95%84%eb%ac%b4%ea%b2%83%eb%8f%84-%ec%95%84%eb%8b%88%ec%97%88%eb%8b%a4%eb%8a%94-%ec%83%9d%ea%b0%81%ec%9d%b4-%eb%93%9c%eb%84%a4%ec%9a%94\/","title":{"rendered":"\ub4b7 \uc774\uc57c\uae30 – “\uc804 \uc544\ubb34\uac83\ub3c4 \uc544\ub2c8\uc5c8\ub2e4\ub294 \uc0dd\uac01\uc774 \ub4dc\ub124\uc694”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\uc11d \ub2ec \uc804\uc5d0 Nameless \ub2d8\uc758 \uc0ac\uc5f0\uc744 \uc18c\uac1c\ud55c \uc801\uc774 \uc788\uc2b5\ub2c8\ub2e4.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n

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I'm not the only one complaining about the frustration of watching videos on the author's channel, but there are some things that resonate with me, so I'm replying. I am 34 years old this year, and I went to study abroad with a doctoral program that is ranked in the world's top 5 in my field and worked hard. The Corona era occurred and I was quarantined at home while working as a teaching assistant and coursework. Feeling that it could be a story, I gave up and returned home. My parents even told me that my health comes first... I really want to do something I can enjoy, but my confidence disappears and in the end, I feel like I've failed\/defeated, so I can't breathe every day. It feels like walking in the desert. If I had taken good care of my health, I had the intellectual ability to even become a professor, but since I was bad, I feel guilty and think it was my fault. The moment I become a professor of ramen, the moment I can't wear the so-called popular title in a company, what kind of existence am I at that moment? Rather, I think that I have experienced the bad luck that will happen in the future. The artist Ma left a video of what he wanted to say to subscribers in their 30s, and I sympathized with the first point. If you separate yourself from your job\/title, what are you? Looking at the footprints and values I've lived up to now, I think I was nothing. Currently, I am very wandering, but when I get old, I hope that the moment will come when I say that it was fortunate that I had these thoughts when I was in my 30s. 9:31 is Csikszentmihalyi. - Subscriber Nameless<\/pre>\n\n\n\n
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I can't help but leave a comment because I know very well how exhausting the academic career journey is (for reference, I'm the one who returned to Korea after giving up all my life after the Ph.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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I could feel that the right to self-determination was gradually disappearing in my life. The research project had to be changed so that I could receive research funds well rather than the research area or topic I was really interested in, and I had to devote all my time to the performance of the thesis. I couldn't tell how the time of the day was passing or whether the seasons were changing. The balance in my life has completely collapsed. Besides teaching, research, and conference schedules, there was nothing to call life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Even at this stage, I felt that the balance of my life had already collapsed, so I wasn't sure if I would be happy doing the job on the next journey. I felt like the clothes didn't fit me. At the point where I had to prepare for the second half of my life, I really wanted to live my own life for the rest of my life. That's when I got to know a magician that I love so much. I felt strange that there are people in this world who think the same as me. It was as if it came in and out of my heart, and every word he said had the same texture as what I was thinking, so I was amazed. I guess that's why. The reason why all the words of the author came to me as a resonant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Life sometimes throws unexpected lemons at us. However, through those times, I think I also discover what is really important. I believe that Nameless will be able to spend time to understand himself better while resting and recovering. And if you can answer what I really want in the life of a university professor, I believe you can also answer the question of whether it must be done within the framework of a university. Once you know what you really want, there are many cases where you don't necessarily belong to any organization to find out how to achieve it. I will cheer for Nameless's beautiful wanderings and a life worthy of me afterward!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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